Monday, August 3, 2009

A Life By Design

Yes, I know, even I thought this blog was abandoned for good. But I find myself once again in need of a place that's all my own, void of demands and expectations. A place to catch my breath. A place to return to.

Where have I been? I've spent the past few months on the run...
Extinguishing, Igniting
Balancing, Breaking
Hiding, Exposing
Climbing, Plumeting
and always always always
Teetering Right On The Edge
And while the break-neck pace is nobody's fault but my own, I'm not cut out for it. I know I've lost my center when this blog sits empty for too long - it means life is running me, as opposed to the other way around.

So here I am, as usual, recommitting myself to taking back the controls. August falls upon our family full of promise and I'm looking forward to the return of my life by design. I hope to share here the honest and beautiful moments of the days ahead and rediscover my center.
I want more memories like these.

1 comments:

Brandy said...

Oh this is sweet. Sounds like you are writing my thoughts. I am on a journey to run my days and not let my days run me :) I'll let you know when I figure it out k.
xoxo Brandy

 
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